Anonymous asked
damn... your vent post was TOO relatable. sorry you're going through it.
i’m sorry you are, too. thank you.
sure would be cool if life could give me a fucking break and also if things would get a little better, just enough that i could function a little again
i can’t even begin to explain how fucking exhausted i am and have been for the past two years. every time i think i’ve hit a new low, something else comes along and it feels like rock bottom is a myth and the reality is it’s just an endless abyss of nothingness. i am so tired, i am so fucking tired. i am so tired of putting all of my already-lacking energy and stamina into things only to keep falling farther and farther behind. i don’t know what to do. i keep seeking out help only to find it doesn’t exist. i feel like i’m constantly screaming for help but either making no sound or just not worth the effort for anyone to acknowledge. my head is constant noise and blurred thoughts and heaviness and nothing helps anymore and i can’t believe how despite having lived through multiple, majorly-traumatic events almost regularly for almost 3 decades, somehow the mundane hopelessness of my situation right now is the worst place i’ve ever been at in my life. literally all i want is to be just okay enough to be able to eat actual meals again and take showers more than once every 6 months and talk to people and stay awake during the day but i am not and i am trying so hard to be but i just keep suffering blow after blow and i find myself missing the days of living through major traumatic events as a kid because at least then i could maintain some semblance of human function and get out of bed every day
sure would be cool if life could give me a fucking break and also if things would get a little better, just enough that i could function a little again
This is what I'm quite interested about. Not sure if somebody already done it.
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